Four Months (Nearly)

I’ve only been blogging here since September, but online diaries have been around for so long that I’m not under any illusion whatsoever of being more than a very tiny fish (think the runt of a litter of plankton…) in an unfathomably large pond. That doesn’t mean I haven’t learnt something from my experience so far, by any means. The concept of writing letters to a past or future self fascinates me and always has done, so I thought I’d have a go at reflecting on what I didn’t know about blogging when I started, and what I wish I’d known.

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Blogging is demanding. Between thinking up and actually writing out, photographing for and scheduling a regular stream of posts, it takes up far more of your time, imagination and mental capacity than you would think when you first sign up.
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Along those lines…it will completely permeate your consciousness. Don’t be surprised if you find yourself thinking about it nearly 24/7, and in the real world, either inadvertently mentioning it to someone, or biting the words back for whatever reason. Case in point: my mum. I wasn’t sure if or when I would ever tell her about this, until it was done for me. Never have I known such self-consciousness as when she mentioned it to me… thank God she seems to like it!

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That self-consciousness? Yep, it hasn’t disappeared yet. Every time I link my blog on Twitter or a new post is publicised on my Facebook, I wonder why I’m doing this and why anybody would want to be reading it, and live in fear of the day when someone asks me why on Earth I bother. Yes, I have an answer, but still. Putting everything on the table like this can be really quite unnerving, especially when it gets personal.

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It can be a blog-eat-blog world. How you choose to interpret that statement depends on your personal experience of writing, negotiations and diplomacy.

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There’s no such thing as overnight fame in blogging. It takes the aforementioned time and dedication, complete ignorance of your self-consciousness, a sprinkling of luck and good timing and no small amount of talent for writing and marketing to get anywhere.Untitled-6
It introduces you to concepts you never thought of, let alone thought you’d have a need for. SEO, strategy, media kits…come again?

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You become fiercely protective of what you write. It’s your published work over which you hold intellectual copyright. It’s a representation of you, and call me narcissistic, but I do live in fear of the day I come across my work being plagiarised or otherwise used without my knowledge or permission. There are more examples of it than you would think, and it gives me the heebie-double-jeebies.

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To liven the list up… how rewarding it is to click “Schedule” or “Publish” and share what I have to say with the world, for better or worse. How exciting it is to have an email alerting me to new followers/comments/likes, hell, emails in general. And overall, how fun it can be.
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2 thoughts on “Four Months (Nearly)

  1. I’m such a lazy blogger. I write when I can be bothered, with a bit of a guilty feeling when I’ve not posted anything for a week. Self-promotion? Posting stuff on Facebook is about all I manage :) Keep it up, m’dear and keep me laughing at ridiculously ‘Polly-like’ events and opinions xx

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